Ramadhan is coming back!!!

seeing the tittle i guess u all would think bout what i'm gonna write here..

yeah, of course wishing u all, happy fasting month..

everything moving so fast until i feel like i just celebrate the last ramadhan..

i cant remember since when i start fasting..

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standard 1 perhaps..

but, like other kids, half day only.. haha..
ok la kan..

actually, it is a secret..

when i went to school i cant force myself to continue fasting since most of my friends are not..

and i break my fasting.. ngeeee~ kawan yang mengajar.. not my fault.. huhu

and when i'm home, i continue fasting till my parent think that i really fasting for the whole day..

that's why aku nampak bertenaga semacam je kan.. haha..

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and one day when my c's mazni, my kazen shafirah n jannah, n me, going back from school my c's tell me that "semua setan kena ikat time bulan puasa.."

and u know what i think at first??

whenever i see the trees, all the way home, i think the devils are tied up at the trees.. takot dowh..

hahah.. too much imagine..

then, i start knowing what the tarawikh is..

from standard 4, i went to mosque and do solat tarawikh..

actually i just follow up what the tok imam did..

and sometime also felt asleep.. huhuh.. segan plak..

as 10 years old child, i cant understand why we should do the same pray for 10 times..

but i exactly just do for 8 rakaat..

cant stand anymore..

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and now i feel like dreaming realised that i already having 17 Ramadhan al-Mubarak..

everything is so fast..

n one more is coming right now..

i cant pretend saying that i'm ready to face it..

please dont misunderstanding here..

doesn't mean i'm scared of fasting..

but, there so much things that we should try give it a change in this blessing month..

first of all, maybe we should talk less (kurang mengumpat) n more to berzikir, selawat, istighfar n sort of..

recite the al-Quran..

tarawikh..

and lot more..

and i'm really scared if i just let it go with futility..

deep from the heart, i feel grateful that Allah gives me a chance to be in this blessing Ramadhan one more time..

month of barakhah...

semoga kita semua dapat memanfaatkannya..

InsyaAllah...