projek yang terbengkalai di pinggiran...

there might be some of my groupmate that still doesnt know what happened to the visit to the orphanage house program...
it was cancelled...
it was scheduled to be on this thursday...
so, sorry guys...
i'm not tough enough to fight for that...
i did write everything had happened, and why, in friendster blog..
those who have the link will know...
at first i dont hav the strength to write it here...
but then, i think i should just let it go...


trust me, it's not a simple thing to manage a project exactly when u hav to involve with the dean, office, director, etc....
it's not a simple thing to be a leader...
u have to face the order, the anger, the one who u hav to work for...

sometimes u hav to admit everything is ur fault..
sometimes u hav to be blamed to protect ur member...
sometimes u hav to sacrifice a lot of thing for others...
sometimes u hav to pretend u're tough enough in front of ur members...
sometimes u hav to cry at the back of everyone bcoz u dun want them to know how weak their leader is...

but instead of that, i learn a lot of things...
something that i wouldn't learn from the lecturer, in the lecture hall...
it's all about experiences...
when u failed never regret bout that, bcoz u exactly learning something...

never fear to anything but fear itself...

those who always be with me
along the journey, thanks...
u know how hard it is...