projek yang terbengkalai di pinggiran...

there might be some of my groupmate that still doesnt know what happened to the visit to the orphanage house program...
it was cancelled...
it was scheduled to be on this thursday...
so, sorry guys...
i'm not tough enough to fight for that...
i did write everything had happened, and why, in friendster blog..
those who have the link will know...
at first i dont hav the strength to write it here...
but then, i think i should just let it go...


trust me, it's not a simple thing to manage a project exactly when u hav to involve with the dean, office, director, etc....
it's not a simple thing to be a leader...
u have to face the order, the anger, the one who u hav to work for...

sometimes u hav to admit everything is ur fault..
sometimes u hav to be blamed to protect ur member...
sometimes u hav to sacrifice a lot of thing for others...
sometimes u hav to pretend u're tough enough in front of ur members...
sometimes u hav to cry at the back of everyone bcoz u dun want them to know how weak their leader is...

but instead of that, i learn a lot of things...
something that i wouldn't learn from the lecturer, in the lecture hall...
it's all about experiences...
when u failed never regret bout that, bcoz u exactly learning something...

never fear to anything but fear itself...

those who always be with me
along the journey, thanks...
u know how hard it is...

report itu sesuatu yg memenatkan.. tapi...

hari ni habes kelas pukol 12.00...

maka berangkatlah ke tingkat 5.. lunch..

makan dan makan..

menyelesaikan misi yang penting..*wink*wink*

(maka bahagia sebentar)..

lalu dengan berkobar kobarnya..

aku yang tengah happy tahap dewa nih bersemangat nk buat report..

report 2nd n 3rd..

yang susah tiba2 jadi macam mudah..

report 3rd, syafiqa yg buat semua calculation..

aku cuma buat abstract, conclusion n discussion.. (byk la jugak)

meet dr robert mikhail for 3 times..

"dr. report. there's nobody inside the lab so..."

"it's okay, just give me the report.."

"dr. why we put the conical pfask inside the boiling water?"

terdiam sebentar..

"okay, let see.. there's the alcohol inside the conical flask isn't? so we put it inside the boiling water so that it will heat the solution gently. instead the alcohol is flammable, so we cant heat it on the heating dish. get it?"

"dr. how to do the discussion?"

2nd time..

baru je sampai depan bilik dia.. nk ketok.. nampak dia datang dari lif..

nampak je kitorang..

"i'm not here.. i'm not here.." haha..walking to his room. passing us...

"dr, i can see u.."

"yea, of course u can see me.." : )

slumber badak mintak pinjam pen dia coz nk betolkan time tu jugak..

"dr, can i borrow ur pen?"

"Yes.. here it is.."

"thanks dr.."

"pleasure"

bila report terpaksa di correctkan sekali lagi...

"Dr, you are here until?"

"I'll be here until 6,7,8,9 o'clock, just submit whenever u want, i'll be here."

hahah.. cute di situ...

lecturer paling sporting...

sanggop recorrect report berpuluh kali kalau dia cakap SALAH...

carry mark itu penting!!!

05/10/09..to be history

tajuk: tak de kena mengena selain untuk diri aku dan yang sewaktu dengannya...

tepat jam 12 tadi maka berakhirlah sem 1 aku.. nganganga...
setelah onak duri dan liku2 ranjau yang aku lalui selama 4 bulan ni.. (ayat x boley blah)

5 subjek yang buat aku slalu pening lalat n nyamok...
esemen yang buat aku mula hargai masa..
report yang buat aku lebey matang dalam kerja berkumpulan...
tutorial yang buat aku lebey paham amenda yang aku blaja...
lecture yang buat aku slalu merungut lecturer ngaja macam kilat..
eksperimen yang buat aku excited sesangat bila kna buat...
perjalanan kelas yang buat aku kenal klasmate yang seribu 1 mcam...

ada pahit dan manis.. ada duka dan gembira...

so, i'm starting to move on this u-life...

ini kisah PI0091B...

alkisah tersebutlah kisah (macam x sedap je ayat nih) di sebuah negara bernama "perasancantiksia" yang mna berjiran dengan negara "perasanbagussia"...

"perasancantiksia" di perintah oleh permaisuri kejam bernama nurulain..(seperti gambar di bawah)amatlah padan dengan nama negaranya, ratu ini perasan cantik (mmg cantik pong) dan suka mendera rakyat jelata..
dikerahnya rakyat jelata untuk beri harta kepadanya supaya dapat bershopping di PAS dan PKNS..
ratu ini telah dibantu dengan 3 org dayang.. yang diketuai oleh dayang wati untuk merampas harta rakyat...


kerana sikap ratu nurul ain yang kejam itu, lalu raja kepada negara "perasanbagussia" mula mengambil langkah untuk merampas negara tersebut...
negara tersebut telah diperintah oleh tuanku Dol.. (gambar di bawah)


tengku Dol telah mengerahkan anak2 buahnya untuk mengatur strategi.. strategi demi strategi dilakukan untuk menakluki "perasancantiksia"...


maka bertungkus lumuslah rakyat jelata tengku dol untuk memasang strategi...
semua memerah urat otak dan sendi bagi memenangi negara tersebut...
dengan teknologi tinggi dan terkini, semua laksamana bekerja menggunakan komputer dan perisian terkini, "microsoft word 2007" utk mengebom "perasancantiksia"...


secara kebetulannya, laksamana Izahar (dari perasanbagussia) telah memberitahu kekasihnya, dayang wiyah (dari perasancantiksia) tentang rancangan itu..
maka dayang wiyah berbincang dengan dayang wati dan dayang yusra untuk menyerang perasanbagussia terlebih dahulu...


dengan pantas ratu ain telah memerintahkan laksamana udin dan temenggung afiq utk mengatur strategi yang lebih canggih...
mereka berdua telah menggunakan perisian yang sedikit maju, iaitu "microsoft excel 3.0"...
segala pengiraan dan percaturan dilakukan..


setelah 3/4 sepurnama merindu, maka pertempuran pon berlaku...
semasa "perasanbagussia" sedang bertempur dengan "perasancantiksia"...
maka terbelahlah table, heading dan footer..
musnahlah footnote, page number dan formula...

tetiba sebuah negara lain telah menghantar pasukan yang lebih canggih...
pasukan tersebut dari negara yang diperintah raja dolah dan dan raja eqal...


kedua dua raja genius ini telah bertindak secara senyap2...mereka datang dari negara "perasanhebatsia"...
angkatan ini diketuai laksamana fiq yang mengatur strategi kotor ini (serang ikot jalan belakang),



disebaliknya, laksamana fiq dibantu temenggung naimah yang melancarkan serangan perisian "matlab" + "GUI"...
akhirnya kemenangan berpihak kepada "perasanhebatsia"..


ratu ain dan tengku dol telah ditangkap dan dihumban ke dalam penjara selama 3 purnama...
akhirnya mereka bertaubat...
setelah itu, raja dolah telah berkahwin dengan ratu ain...
manakala tengku dol berkahwin dengan laksamana fiq..
mereka hidup aman selamanya..

last but the best..

last wednesday is the last day for my chemistry experiment for this semester..

i will miss doing all those mixing the chemicals..

that's what make me fall in love in chemistry (but just a little bit).. huhu..

i will never forget when the first time my group work out the experiment..
syafiqah, latip n me.

it was about redox titration..

that's how syafiqah n me start knowing our new fren, latip..

nice guy..

and at the first experiment i start knowing what is magnetic flea..

and when i do all the washing, i throw the magnetic flea inside the sink..

i didn't know that it still can be use..

i thought i just for once..

thank god my lab instructor can be patient with that.. huhu..

after the second experiment, latip left us..

for jpa scholarship..

then we work out the experiment with new member, amirul..

he's good guy, but we cant cooperate so much.. not like latip to be exact..

especially when going to do the report, there would always be an argument between us..

i admit, that was syafiqah's and my fault..

we always late to finish up our part..huhu

after the fourth week, amirul left us for pilot training..

then, we met our new member..syafiq..

it's quite ok, working with him as there's no much complaint from him..

syafiqah and i also did our part better..

of course, this already the fifth experiment..

well, thanks LATIP, AMIRUL n SYAFIQ...

was being in our group..

and to Syafiqah of course, always my groupmate since the first experiment..

i will miss ain's group that alway be at the table in front of us in the lab..

ain, haiqal, faiz.. (my bestfren)

they are the one that made the lab going crazy with all the jokes..

and my group always try to beat their group to finish up the experiment faster than them..

but we always loose..

until the sixth experiment.. we win at last.. hahaha..

to the beautiful lab instuctor, miss azie, thanks a lot..

u teach me a lot.. miss to hear u say, "anak-anak, dengar sini.."

good luck in finishing ur master study yeah..

really wanna scream out saying that i cant wait to do the chemistry experiment for the next semester..

hoping to get the class with my bestfren..

faiz, syafiqah, ain, haiqal...

also gonna miss yusra, hakim, amar and arif.. our labmate.. u all the best!!!

wearing mask??

just coming back from maths class..

dr. huang of course.. just 1 hour for today..

integration on subtitution n partial fraction..

all the way nak balik bilik, boley la dengar segala khabar psal H1N1..

i cant say which one is right, n which one is not..

before going to the class, orang sibuk bercakap pasal dah seorang pelajar uitm, budak kolej mawar (which is my resident college) dah meninggal seorang bcoz of the enfluenza..

from block 1B, which just beside mine, 1A...

and after meeting ain, n we're going to class, she said it's been two people already from this college and one more in kolej seroja passed away bcoz of it.
we're just complaining on each other, why it is not compulsory for every student to use the mask??

shafa said, the lecturers suppose to use it first the the student will..

perhaps the student dont wanna use it because they feel it is embrassing..

but how about the lecturer??

suppose they also feel embrass with their colleagues..

then what should it be?

i guess that perhaps that the vice chancelor should start it first then?

then make it compulsory to all the students and uitm staff to use the mask..
or, i can say that the prime minister should first start it, isnt??

right after we come back from class..
here it goes the new hottest rumors..

the uitm will be close for 1 month..for this semester of course..

it's not a new story anymore..

but now it seem to be realised..

tomorrow it will be the meeting on this..

i dunno whether it is true.. as i mentioned, RUMORS!!

so, will we finish our study longer than other stundents??

matric students of course..

it is compulsory for them to use the mask, then they can continue their class as usual..

i really hoping that, if there is any meeting tomorrow, please dont think about stopping all the classes but about the mask that everyone really should use..

my friends which taking law n tesl, keep talking about the estimation that have been made on diz influenza A..

it is said, this influenza will be last for 3 years and more than 2000 people will be infected and die..

so, what we're gonna be in these 3 years??

living in the house, with no social life?

no more business?

no more study, bcoz all the education centre been closed?

no more interaction with each other?

all these question, spinning on my head..

for all the muslim..

pray to The Almighty, Allah, hoping that we're not infected by this influenza A.. InsyaAllah..

cat? meo00wwww..

dah lama x menulis kat sini..
not just bcoz tak der masa but also no idea...
ada nampak tittle tu??
urm..
ini cerita pasal kucing.. meowww.. ngeeee

tersebutlah kisah satu hari, ain datang bilik aku..
aku yang tengah bersiap siap nak pergi kelas buat tak layan la minah tu yang dah bersandar kat pintu menunggu aku...
suddenly she said, "naimah, ko tau, terkejut aku pagi tadi, keluar bilik nak gi mandi, tengok2 garfield tgh tido depan pintu.."
garfield?? urm.. aku buat tak layan je la citer die.. malas nak kisah.. aku tengah rushing bersiap..


2 hari lepas tu.. tiba2 sekor kucing lalu depan bilik aku.. mak aiiii.. besar kowt... macam luar biase je..
aku pon cakap kat ain..
"ain, ko tengok tu, besar giler kowt kucing tu.."
sekali ain jengokkan kepala keluar, "ler, garfield larh tu.."
ek??? ouh, tu ke garfield yang dia dok sebut tuh.. yea.. yea..
memang mcm garfield eyh.. huhu..

esoknya, aku jumpa lagi si garfield tu..
aku dengan cepat2 kuarkan enfon nak ambik gmbar dia..
boley pulak dia lari..
aku dengan tak sengaja, pergi kejar dia..
aiyo0.. jaoh kowt aku kejar.. lalu berlakulah aktiviti kejar mengejar antara aku n garfield tu
kedekut giler kucing tu, satu gmbar je pon aku nk ambik..
eeee.
macam paparazzi nak ambik gambar britney plak eyh...

si shafa yang tiba2 kluar bilik nampak aku tgh kejar kucing, "eyh, naimah, jangan kejar die.."
aku pon biar je la kucing perasan femes tu berlalu pegi.. eeee...
on the next day, aku terserempak lagi dengan dia msa nak pegi toilet..
cepat je aku lari masok bilik, ambik enfon.. then ambik gambar dia.. heheh
dia mcam ketakutan o00.. yerla, aku da block jalan die.. hahha
dok situ diam2.. aku nk ambik gambar..

then, ini dia si GARFIELD KOLEJ MAWAR..

xder la comey sangat pown.. kakaka...

dalam seminggu lepas tu, aku pegi bilik ain tunggu dia bersiap siap nk pegi kelas.tengah aku duduk dekat kerusi batu tu, aku nampak sekor kucing ni dok tido..

alaaaaa.. cute nya dia.. hahhahaha

aku pon ambik la enset nak tangkap gambar dia.. elok aku nak ambik gambar je, dia buka mata..

aiii.. mcam tau je org nak ambik gambar dia.. hehe.

buat muka seposen lak tu....

syahdu ja aku tengok muke mengantuk die nayh...

sekali lagi aku nak ambik gambar dia, wahhh..

dia terus bergaya sakan depan enfon aku..

bukan main lagi dia buat aksi kat aku kowt..

macam harimau... ngeeee....

hebat ark?? mcam gilae glamer pon de gak.. hahah..

sekali aku cakap la dekat ain, yang kucing kat bilik dia tuh buat aksi depan enfon aku lak bla aku nk tgkap gmbar die..

ain plak cakap, "eyh, tengok la, dah kucing dekat bilik aku, mesti la fotogenik mcm aku.." erkkk??? huhuh... btol3... mmg mcm ko eyh...

minggu lepas plak, hujan turun dengan lebatnya..aku n syafika terpaksa lepak dekat gazebo dulu tengah tunggu ain, nk pegi kelas... tengah kitorang pening kepala pikir mcm mana nak pegi kelas coz hujan, tetiba ada sekor kucing yang lari dari tengah hujan ke kerusi yang aku duduk tu..

kesiannya dia.. sejuk tauuuuu..

sedey kan... dia da basah sket.. haisy...

tu la orang da kata, jangan men hujan.. degil ek...

sekali dia tengok aku dengan muka yang penuh syahdu.. huhu.. mcm kucing dalam citer shrek plak.. alaaaaa.. ciannya dia.. sejuk ek???

dia duduk ja stu sampai aku pegi kelas.. urmmm.. semoga x demam eyh...

semalam plak, tengah aku busy kemas barang.. aku tengah duduk kat katil time tu.. pintu aku biar je bukak.. panas..

tinggal aku n yot je dalam bilik.. yana n fatin xtau kemana...

yot tengah sedap je landing atas katil..

tetiba, sekor kucing ni lalu depan bilik aku.. kecik je.. dia jalan terus je...

aku terus pergi dekat pintu, aku panggil dia.. "kucing! kucing!"

tetiba kucing tu berhenti..

aku panggil lagi.."kucing! kucing!"

sekali dia turn belakang cari suara siapa.. hhahaha.. betol neyh.. tak tipu..

pastu aku lambai dekat dia, "mai, mai sini..."

sekali dia ikot cakap aku, dia datang bilik aku betol kowt..

dah datang depan pintu, aku nak la tutop pintu, takot dia masok dalam bilik.. mak ai.. laju sangat dia lari, terus masuk dalam bilik aku.. ngeee.. tak sempat nak tutop pintu..

yot yang tengah baring tu terus melompat bangun.. "naimah!! ko halau die keluar.. halau dia naimah.."

yela, nak halau la ni yot.. masalahnya dia da masok bawah katil.. cmne nak halau.. eeeerrrrr..

yot memang dah takot giler dah.. "naimah!! ko halau cepat.. yang ko pegi panggil dia buat ape.."

mna la aku tau yot.. aku tak tau plak yang dia ni cerdik sket, paham je arahan aku.. ngeee..

lpas bertungkus lumus, dapat jugak aku halau dia keluar.. huhu..

yea.. tu la citer aku psal kucing kat kolej kediaman aku neyh..

nnti kalau ada penguin ke, rabbit ke, aku citer lagi ek..

da...

nasib atau rezeki???

last thursday my classmate n i heading to physics lab.. first time we're there.. then our tutor came in.. introducing himself..
coz this is the first time, then we just having a briefing about the lab n the 5 experiments that we're going to do.. tiba2, tutor tu tanya, siapa yang sebenar benarnya tak berminat pon dengan engineering.. i just wonder, ade ke.. kalau tak, xkan ke sini..
for my surprise, 4 students raised up their hand.. there are..

1. fatehah- dia nak buat bisnes, just having an interview with jpa, tapi dia dapat offer upu utk ke sini, so she's in case of having no choice, come here.. but last week, she just get the offer from jpa in bisuness admin study , so dia tengah fikir fikirkan n waiting for the letter.. our tutor said, those who study in business admin takkan dapat buat engineering, but those yg buat engineering bila2 masa je boley buat bisuness study.. contohnya, an engineer that create the product, can sell the product and he know very well the function n how does it work.. but, a bisunessman, can sell the product but doesn't know the product well.. so fatehah, cmne? berat keputusan ni...

2. farouk - he doesn't like anything in calculation.. bila tutor tanya kenapa dia plih engineering then, dia cakap "saya suka engineering, tapi x suka kira kira.." we all, turned silent hearing that.. mcm mna tue?? lepas lama tutor kitorang pikir pikir then, "bro, kalau kau nak tau, in engineering, 80-90 percent is calculation" (that's the way our tutor talk to us, just 27 years old.. cam abg kitorang je..) farouk senyum je.. dia bagi tau, dia dapat offer buat medic di mesir bawah yayasan islam kelantan, tapi dia x minat medic.. confused!! kalau tak minat mengira, he should involve in medic isn't? our tutor said, "medic punya market, sampai mati pun orang nak pakai.. engineering belum tentu lagi, depend on economy.." betol tu.. kalau economy meleset pun, orang sakit, still pakai doctor kan??? tapi engineer... paham2 ar.. no money, no project, no work..

3. shafik - minat dengan medic.. dapat offer medic, tapi xnak pegi coz abg dia yang engineer di petronas cakap, jadi engineer duit banyak.. hahaha.. it's sound funny lak.. tutor cakap, "bro, kau tak semestinya bernasib baik macam abg kau.. kalau kau tak minat, macam mana kau nak berjaya dalam bidang ni. duit tak penting bro, yang penting puas hati dengan kerja kita tu.." betol kan??? but if his bro can help him a lot in this field, may be he can fall in luv with engineering..

4. faiz - wanna be a pilot. tapi tak lepas interview yayasan darul iman, terengganu.. dia cakap interview tu di buka hingga 23 tahun.. so, next year he gonna try again, until he get it... tutor cakap, "ok la jugak tu bro. pilot dengan engineer tak jauh.. kau boley je sambung bidang euronotik nanti.." maybe he's dissapointed because he failed in the interview, but he still got the chance isn't? 4 more times.. not everybody as lucky as that.. not everybody...

so, aku terpikir pikir, apa perasaan orang yang terpaksa study bidang yang dia langsung tak minat?? orang cakap, minat boleh di pupuk, betol ke?? i dont think so.. macam mana aku tak minat kimia sekarang n i hav to learn chemistry engineering.. bila kelas nak mula, aku rasa macam susahnya nak catch up.. tak suka chemical equation mostly.. bila masuk lab, buat eksperimen, da tau nnti report nk kna buat chemical equation, calculate the mol and all those things... waaaaa... boleh ke pupuk minat tu???

hari ni...

now, i'm at PTAR.. (perpustakaan Tun Abdul Razak) kat faculty of engineering..

tengah siapkan esemen computing engineering...

entah dah berapa hari tak siap2.. haha..

tapi sekarang da siap tu yang aku buat newpost nih..

tunggu kawan aku siapkan.. lpas tu gi makan semwentara tunggu klas pkol 2.10 jap lagi..

lapar giler...

tu la yang tak bestnya bila blajar time semester break ni.. kedai makan banyak buka lambat.. terpaksa menahan perut dulu la.. tiap2 pagi lak tu.. selalunya minum milo je, 3 in 1 tu la.. haha.. cam kat asrama.. tapi hari ni tak sempat..

takpe, jap lagi aku nak melantak habis habisan.. (aku kan hantu makan)

semalam masa aku ym dengan lin (amalina sahrom).. dia tanya aku, best ke u life..

hhuhu.. best la.. nak makan ape boley, lepas kelas lantak la nak pergi mana pon, nak balik umah ke, mall ke, lepak kat fak ke, suka hati.. pakai baju apa pegi kelas pon orang tak kisah, (except isnin n jumaat kena formal)..

tapi.... (mesti ada tapi).. money flow amat tidak bagus.. haha.. kalau tak pandai control.. habis... makan lagi la, bile dah jumpa makanan, smua nak beli.. haha.. da la mahal siot.. and the most important, kena pandai cari kawan... kalau yang bagos, insyaAllah, tak mudah hanyut.. Alahamdulillah, aku berkawan ngan org baek2.. haha.. budak2 STF.. whatever, study come first okeyh!!!!

a student again???

orentasi dah hbs khamis ari tu.. Thank God.. everything is fine..

all the pm (pembantu mahasiswa) are great.. we learnt a lot from them..

i met a lot of my friends.. from sultanah asma and mat jiwa.. but more from sultanah asma..

majority ambik law.. i'm quite suprise on that.. in my room there are, Diana from shah alam, fatin from kelantan and hidayah from johor.. very varieties.. Alhamdulillah, semua baek2 je..

we can communicate with each other with no problem..

teramatlah lega coz engineering student je yang tak perlu naek bas ke fakulti.. just 200 meter away.. jalan dalam 10 minit dah sampai.. student law, sains n tesl terpaksa bersiap 1 hour earlier to wait for the bus.. if not, there are going to walk more than half an hour to the faculty..

student engine relaks2 lagi baru nak bangun tido, diorang dah siap smua.. fuh, cayalah..

kekadang rasa lawak pon de gak.. rasanya budak engine la yang cam slow semacam je.. hahaha.. serius neh.. msa orentasi, budak law n tesl giler outstanding.. budak engine, cam tak tau apa2 je.. klau budak engine kena jawab apa2, jawapan slumber je, xder la cam tesl or law yang killer pnyer jwpan.. seriously, aku tengok law n tesl student cam pressure jugak.. especially bila diorang tau muet kena band 4.. semestinya la kan.. and u know what we (engine student) should get for muet? at least band 1... so, bukan saja kitorang but law n tesl student pon terkejut.. kenapa rendah sangat.. but, our answer is just simple.. "we dont need to speak to the mechines, ok.." that's clear enough isn't? hehehe..

for the whole foundation student, nisbah perempuan:lelaki = 5:3 dari semua. but in engine, nisbah perempuan: lelaki = 1:4... u can imagine la kan kan berapa sikitnya perempuan yang ambik engine.. sorrounded by boys... dalam kelas aku, lebey kurang 6 girls and 19 boys..

tomorrow, i'm gonna start my study.. my first class in university.. my subjects are, mathematics engineering, chemistry engineering, physics engineering, computing engineering, and introduction to engineering.. wo0w! all of engineering.. at my first sight at those subject, i'm feeling like there are going to destroy my brain.. waaaaaa..

whatever, i'll try my best.. aja aja fighting!!!!